Everything is changing so fast

I only got her back and now..its seems she's being taken away from me again...we've barely talked in the past couple weeks....I feel like theres a huge rift between us. I don't know what I can do anymore..Should I just give up or stand strong? I feel like the most important thing in my life is being taken away from me again.

All I want to do is bury myself in a hole and cry until i can't cry anymore..I waited so long to get her back and now this....I feel like the whole world is against me now...i'm trying my best to move foreword but I keep getting pushed back like ten feet.

All I can do is stay strong and thank my best friends for being here for me when I needed them the most :D