Here we go again...

I question everything you do.
And by that, I mean EVERYTHING.
I question who your texting.
Who you hang with.
Why you look at that one chick the way you do.

I shouldn't do it.
I really shouldn't, but I do.

I don't trust you, although you've given me no reason for me to do so.

I hate myself for it.
Honestly.

But truly, it scares me.
This relationship scares me.
I'm holding everything against you, for something that was never caused by you.
I'm scared of hurting you.

What should I do?
I'm confused.

I keep looking at you and thinking,
"You deserve better."