my crumbling life? maybe ... or maybe not?

In the last two months I've lost my uncle, been diagnosed with depression caused by grief and had my boyfriend break up with me.

Do you know what I realised, just now?

We try so hard to be strong and hold on when we're going to fall but really realising you can't hold on to something anymore takes strength too.

I hit my lowest point yesterday and I couldn't find a way to pull myself out, even talking through it. And now I feel like a massive weight has been lifted.

Someone please keep reminding me of that revelation when I put myself on a down again?

Life sucks and then you die and I think I may just pull through this one.
April 28th, 2011 at 05:32pm