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Ever been through a life experience that haunts you during every moment of your life???
What are you supoosed to do?Just put up with it, when to be honest it shouldn't have happened in the first place and the longer it lingers on your mind somehow your brain finds some way of turning what happened all back to being your fault?
It makes you sick every morning when you wake-up
makes you cringe at names of people and places
makes you affraid to be alone, yet you do it to punish your-self
makes you freak out on occasions when even th slightest things touch your skin
makes it hard for you to even look at your own body without seeing bits of scared skin
makes it hard for you to concentrate
but most of all makes it hard for you to trust, love and believe again...

and why because there are some sick,masitistic fuck heads out there that pray on despression and lonliness....

FUCK THE WORLD!!!
May 4th, 2011 at 01:25pm