Tomorrow is my 4 year Mibbaversary.

It's scary to think about, really.

I'm rarely on Mibba anymore. I usually sign on whenever I'm near a computer and lurk for 5 or 10 minutes, but I'm no where near as active as I was 4 years ago, when I signed up at 14 because I wanted some sort of escape.

This website has done some amazing things for me. I've met (and now for the most part, lost) some of the most amazing people there are out there, and I've been given a release I never thought I'd really have.

Coming back here feels kind of nostalgic now. Like it's filled with memories but it's kind of only a ghost of what it used to be, and what it used to mean to me.

I was 14 when I signed up. I became an Editor within a few months of being here and that's pretty much what's tied me to this site more than anything. A sense of responsibility.

I'm 18 years old now. An adult (apparently), and at least somewhat more involved in the real world than I was as a kid.

It's strange to be writing this, because I feel like it's been so long since I've written anything here, but I guess the passing of 4 years is worth marking. Maybe I'll become more active again, maybe I'll leave completely. Who knows.

Either way, it's been a pretty astounding four years.
May 5th, 2011 at 12:43pm