It's only tuesday; but it's been four days.

[font=*tahoma*]I'm not hungry.[/ font]
[size=*62*]I am not hungry.[/ size]
[font=*tahoma*]I'm so sick right now. I don't want food. I want to be with Chris, that's about it. I want him to care. I want someone to stop me from slitting my wrists, starving myself, or..hurting myself, putting me at risk of taking it way too far. I'm afraid of myself and how easily I can kill myself. I just want it to be over. I wish I have never existed. If only people knew, I was going the whole day like this, hungry. I keep telling myself I'm not hungry, not at least one bit, and then I feel fine. I feel good, I like it. But I don't want to end up somewhere. Again, I'm scared, really scared. [/ font]