Why Is Sex So Awkward? Help?

So I have been talking to this guy, we will call him "Peter". I have been talking to Peter for a few days and we seem to really have hit it off- sexually. I normally find guys like that creeps and normally I stay as far away from them as humanly possibly. I feel like peter is different. I mean he isn't all that cute in the face and such (he has brown eyes and dark hair- I normally don't like that kind of combination because to me it isn't tall dark and handsome, its tall dark and creepy) but he has an incredible body.
Like, how Allens body is only I think Peters is more defined.

It is not everyday a man, looking like that,
is attracted to, a girl,
that looks like, well,
me.

I know its sad, pathetic, slutty, yaddah yaddah yaddah- but I really want to sleep with him this Wednesday. Him and I talked, planned it out- my Grandfather is going to have surgery on his vein in his leg (finally, that doc was putting it off, I am glad, now maybe he wont be in so much pain) Wednesday and he will be gone until Thursday afternoon. I mean I am no party animal, I don't like people over at my house, but I honestly wont mind him coming over and killing an evening with me. He is off all Wednesday (he works at the gym on our Navy Base- he wants to be a seal) so, do you guys think its a sign? I don't know, I just don't want to do something stupid.

Never done ANY thing like this before. Only had one sex partner.
I mean there can't be anything wrong with wanting to "get yours" right?

I need some thoughts, opinions and maybe some of your own experiences?
That would help out a lot. Thanks guys!

xoxox
Samantha <3 ")
May 15th, 2011 at 11:16pm