just something to vent

hi =)
well. since september of 2010 i have been fighting. i started sixth for a year early whilst being forced to take a stupid course that my school wanted me to do. and i mean forced. i was doing maths, art, psychology and public services to begin with. public services took up three days in total. psychology took up in total a day, which means i miss a day of public services then i had two maths lessons and three art lessons. and because of how its set out i miss two lessons more lessons of public services. now i chose to do art maths and psychology. but i was forced to take public services. and because i was missing most of the lessons, they started pulling me off of the subjects that i wanted to do. they complained so much about me going off to maths that i ended up not going anymore, and have failed to raise my grade from a C to a B. they pulled me off of art because they said i didnt NEED to do it and it would add stress when it was the only thing that DIDNT stress me out. it took it in year 9 & 10 and then took the exam and i got a D and i wanted tpo improve it so that i could get a C, but that said no. then they said that if i didnt get at LEAST 50% in my psychology exam then they would pull me off. oh btw, at the end of year ten, i had already taken all of my exams and gotten my grades. and because i was taking so much they said that i wouldnt have to take the entire course. only half of it. well, after fallinbg behind by two units, (we have to do 8 units to make up the course) and then a third, they told me that i had to do the entire course. so i had to come in two extra days to try to catch up, all the while having less time to study and try to understand my psychology more. and i fought and fought to stay on my psychology course. and then around november/december. my schoold pulled me in and said that they were pulling me of psychology, by the way, i hadnt taken the exam yet, i had about three weeks. and that there was nothing i could do. so i just gave up for a little while. and then my mum found out and went ape. and they said they would try to put me back on but if i failed the exam i would be off. by the time they would of been able to get me on, it would be to late to sit the exam, which they knew. so i have had to sit by and let everything that i fought for go to waste,
and then i got accepted into the school that took me for psychology. they had accepted me as a sixth form student. so i went for my interview and to decide what courses to take, i went in with the belief that i would be able to take psychology, sociology, and AS english. it turned out that AS english and psychology were on at the same time. so i had ot choose between the thing that i had fougt to do with all my heart for the past year, or do what i love and enjoy. english is my passion, but psychology was going to be my career.
and i left the interview room crying. because i walked out of there taking sociology, health and social care.
and AS english.

so thats how my life went from being i know what i want to do, i know how to get there and what i need. to what do i do now?
so for now im jst doing the courses i have and if i have time at the end of the three years of sixth form, because my courses are one and two year courses, i should have time to retake psychology because its a one year course. =)
thankfully lol
so yh, thats it really.
thanks for reading =)