need help...

I've been kicked out of society. No matter how hard I try no one will under stand or except me, not even my own mom and brothers do. I have no friends here and all people do is judge me without even getting to no me, even the other out caste have thrown me a side, am I really this pathetic loser people say that I am? my therapist has given up on me...3 times I just don't know what to do any more... I feel alone and no where to hide, at school im bullied at home its worse, what can i do to make the throbbing pain go away? my heart is breaking and i don't know if i can't hold on... i need help