I want to write about all the good in my life and the world. But I can't nothing is right, everything I see is tainted by evil, darkness or in peoples sakes hurtful and harsh feelings and words. I mean is it so wrong to want to create a save haven where there is only your imperfections and your pain. It's selfish of me to want this I know, that is what makes me such selfish person.
My mum and brother love me but they don't know me, all the know is a positive exterior but who really wants to shout and scream in frustration to the world's problems, I can't deal with other problems I have my own to contend with. Sometimes I wish everyone would just f**k off and leave me and my sh*tty life alone. I want to give up so badly, but I could never force that on my family that would just confirm my selfishness and that is just too peaceful an exit, I don't deserve it.
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