It's not too late to change, right?

I'm trying my best to be happy, seeing you have the best time of your life with her. I'm here dreaming that someday you'll be like that to me. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep to the thought of having you will always be in my dreams. I wish not to wake up every time I see your precious face smiling back at me. I tried to be strong. I tried to face it all. I tried not to cry because of someone who's heart was never mine.

I wanted to be happy for you. I wanted to be there to support you but I always end up having my heart crushed into pieces and still loving you secretly while you're loving her with all your heart. I tell myself not to cry but smile because the person you care for, the person you enjoy being with, the person your heart beats for is happy now with the person he loves the most and the person who gives meaning to his life.

I admit that I was jealous and I envy the lucky girl but that feeling goes away every time I think that one who will capture my heart will come and prove his love for me someday. For now I need to do the right things:

- MOVE ON and BE HAPPY FOR YOU

I know that I became bitter towards my feelings for you but it's never too late to change, right?