480 Crunches A Day/ Questions

Have you ever been called "fat" by people who swore to never mention anything about any ones weight? Have they gone back on that statement to try to hurt you-break you? Have you ever got so tired for their bullshit you decided to do something about it?

I have.

I don't see where people have the right to call me a fat whore when, well, they don't have the right to talk about peoples weight NOR their sex lives. I decided to get even. So, what I do is 480- crunches a day. I want to slim my stomach down, I have nice hips so I think I would be able to carry myself better. I just want to be able to look at someone and say, "talk shi* about my body now!"- a guy could cut his thigh on her hip bones -.-

*No offense to the skinny people on here. I don't think you guys go on and make fun of bigger people*

I think next month I am going to up it to 500 crunches a day. I think that would be good. I want to show EVERYBODY that I am not just a girl who can either be described as "thick" or "more to love"- is it really that bad to want people to go, "damnnn" when you walk by? I don't think it is. It's perfectly natural.

I want to want to be seen in my bikini.
I want to be able to have sex without worrying about how my stomach looks.
I want to be able to walk without one inch of my body jiggling.
I want to be able to walk down the road in my bikini top with a pair of shorts.
I want to be able to...look the way I want me to look.

That isn't so bad.
Is it?