Collin

Wow, lately my mind has been set on one person...Collin, he has been my best friend for years finaly my heart belongs to him now. I dont really care that hes a boy(16 years old), and I dont care if I am a boy(15 years old). I just know I fell head over heals in love with him. I know he is mine and I can't believe I have acheived that. I wanted to feel this way towards him for along time but I couldnt bring myself to it. Some would call me gay for him, I would call myself in love with him. I dont know why I am sharing this, but its how I feel. I need to let it out before I burst, Collin A. S. I completely and utterly love you.

I know it seems wrong to be in love with someone of the same sex, but thats the way I am. Im not gay, I am Bi-sexual and no one can phase me, or change the fact I love a boy. My heart lones for him, screams for him. Even if he doesnt show he likes me or even love me, but I know....deep inside he feels the same, I wouldnt care if he hated me I would still feel this way. People can talk bad about me and him, the can attempt to beat me away from him, but I stand my ground and fight back because it feels wonderful to be in love with someone who understands what you go through. As for me im a love sick puppy falling for a show dog, I know he is too good for me, I understand he can do much better for himself, but still he chooses me and I choose him.

Collin I absoutly love you and you say you love me, if you mean it...my life will no longer be a pathetic cespool of undecentsy, it will be a blooming flower full of colors and joyfull scents, just for you to pick.