Crying..

It appears the days get longer as the months pass me by ..
Watching the changing colors of the leaves in fall with you , just to watching snow dance onto our tongues in the winter , or even to the warm tones of the summer yet to come with you...god, it was priceless. I would do anything in my power to have you back. I would give an arm and leg, just to have a closure. Im tried of crying myself to sleep every single night, im tired of feeling guilty for things ive done, im tired of feeling this way. If the only way out is to face you once more, i think i might die.. but i fear its the only way to stop the crying.