even when there is no time....

no time to deal with all the sorrows of this heartache
to deal with all the sadness within me

no time to think about myself,

there seems to always be time for them.
for them to beat me down with these words.
for them to make me feel like scum.
for them to scream in my ears,
making them bleed,
making my heart scream with fury.

they never take the time to take me for me.

i've been taken for granted, and my eyes are shut to this world.
i feel like breaking,
but i know they'd love to see me fall.
i wont let them break me,
i wont let them kill my dreams.

i'm tired of being used.

this ends now.