Bored of being bored?

I find myself again in that place where I'm bored and yet everything else is so much more boring than my own company....

I could go out and do...something...it's a day off so, y'know, I should 'treat myself' or some other such crap my family inflicts on me...but I quite like it in my hidey hole!

And everythings always the same...do you think the people that work 9-5 everyday, do their shopping on a tuesday at 1.00 sharp, and 'go to the gym' every evening even know they've ceased to exist? So many people are existing without even knowing they're alive...it scares the hell out of me...they spend so much time in the bubble of 'the company of other people' (because they're not friends) they don't even have time to have a complete thought.

I think what scares me the most, is the fear that one day I might become one of them, and I won't even have noticed.