Suicide note - today

Dear reader.. 
I shania Lynn Mofle might not wake up tommrow. I am filled with pain and regret. I can't control what happened in my past. I with I could.. I am sorry I sent that topless pic to tanner.. But you kissed a girl..how am I suppose to feel? My heart is ripped out and I am lifeless.. So I'm goin to take a couple pills to help me sleep.. I want to die.. I am so hurt.. Beyond comprehension.. I am so dead inside.. I'm sorry if I don't wake up but please know it's not your fault.. Please don't blame yourself.. Blame me.. I deserves it.. Now I deserve to burn in hell...I am Hurt and crying all night.. Just please I love him so mch and I need him 
Sincerely, 
Shania 
Tylenol extra strength 500mg: 3
Advil 200mg: 3
Ibuprofen 200mg: 3
took some wine with it as well probably a quarter if a water bottle
A total 2,500
Maybe this will work.. Idk