Graduation.

I have roughly 7 days until I graduate from high school. I'm excited to get out of this school full of immature little children. I know I'm going to bawl my eyes out at Graduation, various friends are going off to college in all parts of the world.. And I am scared out of my fucking mind... I'm excited for the future, but at the same time I'm almost at my wits end.. How am I supposed to deal with life as an adult. I'm only 18 years old. Barely still a baby. I still ask my mommy if I can go places.. How am I supposed to know what to do? I have no clue what I want to do as my life work. I don't even know if I want to go to college.. Or how to do so.