Worried:/ Advise, please?

I never knew college was so...easy but weird at the same time. In massage therapy there are so many terms I am not used to. I try to absorb as much as possible in class and then I go home and I read the chapter for the glass- I do it every day, some times more then once so I will know that I know the material. I can comprehend what I am reading but not really at the same time- its hard to know exactly what is being discussed when you don't know which part of the body its on.

Which is why I am glad that in my text book it has a diagram of the muscular system. I'm just worried I won't be smart enough to do it. I know I can be a good massage therapist but I'm so nervous. Will it pass with time do you think?

I went to a drop back in program and my brain hasn't done any real work in over a year.

I think I have to go into school already knowing I'm the best and putting my best effort into it. Example: 5 people take the states exam for their license. They all pass. A spa calls the school wanting us to send 3 people over to them for an interview. Remember- 5 took the test and passed but the person only wants 3. That is when you have to be the best- or at least try to better yourself over your peers. I guess I'm worried I won't be able to find a job after school but I try to remember that you get out what you put in.

Time to put my best foot forward, huh?

Any one else seem to have this problem?