My life as some how gotten twisted completely upside down...someone help me flip it back...

Everything for the first couple of months were great..and then she moved..Now it seems like I can't get out of this depression I've had now...I feel so empty and I hate it..I seriously miss her so much..I mean...We didn't talk for so long then we got back together and my world felt right again and now that she's gone again it seems like everything has just...fallen down hill.

I can't even go through the wal-mart parking lot without thinking about her because we spend every Friday there together and now its like...nothing..When I do go through the parking lot i'm always looking for that van,excited and happy then I realize that she's gone and I feel like a complete fool.

I'm finishing school,putting myself through that because I need to and it gives me something to do so I dont go completely insane..I try to update my stories the best I can but that's getting very far right now and I feel horrible about that as well..

well..this is it for now...hopefully my world will become right again...