Secrets

The past four days iv been waking up sick. Im late for that shitty girl thing and i think i might be pregnant... God even typing that is scary. Im 17 bout to be 18 and my boyfriend just turned 24. Um.... Wow. Yes i know that sounds bad. And iv hinted that if we ever needed to i would get an abortion and he basically said hell no. And come on even tho i say id get one i could never go through with it... I love kids too much to kill one. But still... What if i am prego? Will he stay with me? I do not wanna be a single mommy (no offense)...i just graduated... Im an honor student... College is next not mommy duty...advice please.