You know what I just realized?
I'm so content with the fact that I've never had a relationship.
Actually, I'm thrilled I've never been in a relationship.
There is just so much pain and growth that it scares me after a relationship is done, and while you're in a relationship there is just so much growth that it scares me. I love being independent, and I love not having to worry about anyones approval or expectations and I love not having to worry about bringing someone along or living or providing for anyone else but me. I can't wait to move out and just be on my won; Tuesday I get a small taste of it. I can't wait until it really is real.
I love being alone; looking at people is tiring. Computer screens never go out of style.