Anyone? Save me? please.

There's times like these that I feel, empty inside.
Like there is nothing I have special enough in my life...

I'll smile
I'll laugh
But on the inside I feel....hollow.
Like I'm just filled with air, and at any moment I could float away to no where.

I want to lay down somewhere and just stare.
Observe everything and TRY and find something worth moving for..
I don't want to think.
I don't want to do anything.
But I can't...

I have "responsibilities" that I don't care for.
I tried to do something to make my life more interesting,
its gone now.

and I'm back to where I started. Nothing.
I'm basically on auto-pilot, following the same old routine everyday.
Wake up, eat breakfast, chores, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, talk with my mom, go to my room, and sleep.

And I hate it.....
if only wishes came true...I'd wish for something new. Literally.
June 19th, 2011 at 05:10am