I wish it was as true as you say

I'm getting really sick and tired of hearing this one phrase, "I'd do anything for you". Because it is simply not true. When it comes down to it, you are never willing. You're leaving in 2 months, and even though it will break my heart, and I've asked you not to go hundreds of times, you always distance yourself from me when I need you most. I ask you to try and be more flirty, but you say that you're just being you, and if I can't handle you the way you are, it's not going to work. Or how about when I ask you to try and be aware of when you flirt with other girls? Even though you're just trying to give feedback and accept feedback, it still tares through my heart. You're all I could ever want, but you're a liar. You tell me all these things, and then when I need them to be true, all that you've said falls through. So here's what it comes down to; If YOU want ME, you're going to have to try a whole lot harder. I love you, but I do care about myself. So get over your selfish and cold hearted side, and love me like you say you do. Put your money where your fucking mouth is.