I'm becoming a full blown anti-social kid.

So, I haven't talked to any of my friends, texting, or face to face or calling in about 2 weeks, or since school ended.
I don't even really talk to my trust-worthy friends on mibba anymore.
Hell, I don't even talk to my boyfriend anymore, actually, we talked last night...but that wasn't a great conversation.

I just, I don't know, you know? It's like I would like to talk to someone, but I feel like they'll ask me questions, about my life, what I'm doing, or why I'm wearing long sleeves in the summer.

New burns, and cuts aren't exactly what I want to show my friends, even my boyfriend, especially when I promised, and crossed my heart, to stop, and whenever I felt like self harming again to call them.

I don't. They, just don't understand. And it's probably why I'm in my room listening to my dad yell at me for something I can't control, and not talking to anyone...

This was probably meaningless to put up. But it's nice to say it somewhere.
June 21st, 2011 at 02:12am