Why.

Why can't I be the smart one. Why can't I just pass one test? Why do I always have to fail, in other peoples eyes, I'm not a failiure, I'm not stupid, I'm not worthless, but in your eyes? I'm completely useless. I've been trying harder than I ever have before, I still failed math, because you keep putting me down, I've been stressing over so much, because of you. Father, why can't you accept the fact that I'll never be good at everything, hell you aren't even good at everything. I love you, but I swear you're driving me so insane to the point, I want to live with my mother. I don't understand, I used to be so happy with you, but whenever I look at you now, I'm scared. Scared you'll find out how much of a failiure your daughter really is.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Why can't you accept that?
June 21st, 2011 at 06:53pm