i'm just an angry person

i would really like to break something
or scream
i don't really feel like finding some bullshit method of 'feeling better'
i want to puch someone in the fucking face.
and kick them in the fucking stomach.

i'm trying to find some bullshit thing to distract me.
that means something, right?
that i'm trying anyway?
jesus fucking christ

if i could mosh at a concert
or go to the range and shoot some rounds
it would make things easier

but i'm sitting here with nothing.
absolutely nothing to fuckin do
pissed off
and thinking 'if i could if i could'
is making no real difference.

there is no point.
June 22nd, 2011 at 04:18am