Trying to replace someone who I just can't replace...

I have a friend, Devin.

I have a boyfriend, Travis.

I've known Devin for about two and a half years. I've known Travis for almost a year.

I've loved Devin at least a year and a half... He's said before that he loves me, but we can't really be together because we live so far apart. I thought I wouldn't ever be able to have him... So when Travis asked me out, I said yes.

Now, though, I'm just not happy in the relationship. I miss Devin extremely bad. He acts like he still loves me and he always tells me how much he misses me... He still sort of "claims" me sometimes too...

I feel like, in my relationship with Travis, I'm trying to replace Devin. I'm beginning to realize, though, that he can't just be replaced... I don't want to hurt Travis...

But, I still love Devin and I'm not sure I'm ever going to be able to fully get over him...