Today started out a good day, then every time I eat I feel like crap then when I don't eat I get weak. I hate feeling that way then I get depressed and sick and it feels like I can't breath, the walls just close in on me and makes me feel like i'm dying when I know I'm perfectly fine. One time I went 3 days without food thought I was doing fine until I got sick then my mom made me eat I felt better.
Only time I win with this is if I got a couple days with out food then eat something small and the process starts over again!
I never win
June 29th, 2011 at 04:51am