Rant # 4 NOTHING ever works out for me.

Why do I believe in love? Like, I love that stuff. Holding hands, cuddling, kissing, all that stuff. I think it's adorable. (of course none of that stuff ever happened to me -.- ) I always fall for the wrong guy. Like, i fall for the guy that SO many girls like. And of course, I'm too shy to talk to him. I don't know why I could talk to any guy with ease, but with someone I like, I can't I'm paranoid of rejection. So anyway, I attract fat kids, little kids, perverts and creeps..and ugly people. I just wish that Love would work out for me once. And even when nothing happens and when I know that nothing will, I always say to myself. "Tomorrow will be better." or "Eventually it WILL happen." Almost ALL of my friends had boyfriends before accept for me. So it's annoying having to see/hear, "With my baby<3" All the time. I wish I had someone to be with D: f/SDLHGlkD Ugh it annoys me so much. I'm starting to feel like i'm not good enough for anyone..and that scares me alot.
June 30th, 2011 at 08:28pm