im done

well my mom found out about my cutting. my life is pretty much over...... every time she looks at me now, her eyes go straight to my arms, before my eyes/face.... I now draw on my wrists with sharpies. red and blue. i figure if i cant have my own blood on me, red ink is the next best thing to have(in my opinion) also my ankles are the new spot to do it on. i dont tell alot of people this but i drink my own blood sometimes. it gives me energy, and makes me feel good....