Let You Guys Down

Hey everyone.
I am so sorry I haven't been submitting ANYTHING.
I have been writing just not as much as usual, which unfortunately has an effect on my mood daily etc.

I've just been busy with personal family issues and my laptop has been on and off.
So like most writers, writing on someone else's laptop isn't as comfortable or something so it is hard to do.
I have more than half of a chapter of Two Is Company finished and I'm trying to get the inspiration or mood to finish it.

I've also been trying to write the old fashion way, pen to paper.
Not very good at writing since I rarely do it since I am no longer in school.
So I am trying believe me.
I just have a lot going on right now with my family.
In short my mom & stepdad aren't getting on great.

So things aren't great right now.
I am sorry all my blogs keep repeating this etc.
I really am trying to get myself out of this rut that isn't me.
It's like I can't get the motivation to write and because I am not writing, that in turn makes me moody etc so then I just feel like lazy, bored, insecure etc.

So I am listening to music, looking at art, trying not to let bad things happening in the world around me and not around me get to me & trying to come from it all.

I am trying to get my mojo back guys & I will.

I have written two new poems, one in particular I am not sure if I will post as it is a lot more depressing than I am usually :(.

I have also begun a new story.
Soon I will write everything up & post.

I promise.
I love you guys, I really do feel like I have let you all down & that you're sick of waiting for updates.
For that I am so freaking sorry.
But I love you for supporting me.

More soon, I promise.
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