Am I Doomed?

All my life, I feel like I've been ignored. Everyone says that they listen to me, but I know that they only hear the words, not comprehend them. I feel like I'm talking to myself, and that no one cares at all. I've felt like this for a while, but I've always been too scared to open my mouth and say something, because I know that no one will be there to listen.

I've always been lonely, not having very many close friends. The close friends I do have always seem too busy to do anything with me, because we don't share all of the same interests about music and other things. That only makes me feel even more lonely.

I've never had a man in my life, and I'm starting college in August. No guy has ever looked twice at me, let alone showed any kind of interest. It's not like I'm that ugly, but I guess you have to be the judge of that for yourself. I'm more of the girl nextdoor type, but I thought guys would like that. I don't dress very girly, but that isn't my biggest priority; to get guys to notice me. But now that I'm 18 and never been kissed, I'm starting to worry.

Am I doomed to be alone and forgotten for the rest of my life?