Creative Melt Down

I seem to have these every now and then. More so today.
Which is odd, considering I'm in a very writing type of mode, but I'm 1.) not satisfied with my writing, and 2.) I can't seem to stretch my mind for something different. Or, even I DO, I never keep it, so it's like pieces of paper everywhere. And not just with writing either, drawing as well. It's so frustrating, because I love to create things, but if I can't create something that's worth keeping, then what's the point?!

Perhaps now I'm just rambling, but I wish I could just push my imagination and creativity a bit further, and be OKAY with it. But I can't seem to do it, no matter how hard I try. Maybe my mind is set to much in reality...?

Blah! I need more Bowie, that's what I need! If anything, I would love to have his mind! What he comes up with, the way he comes up with things. He seems to be never lost for ideas. It's amazing!

That's what I need, someone give me a dose of Bowie, please. xD

Haha, okay, well, I just needed to get this out!

HOPEFULLY, I can let my mind wonder free for a bit... I really hate this.... *le sigh*