bye-bye for what may be forever

so my best friend is moving, her name is Darienne. she actually ment alot to me. she would be there for me when i needed her she would be there for me when it felt like the world hated me and make me smile and stop feeling sad. i would be there for her when ever she needed me i would be the one she would hold when she would cry, i was the one that stood up for her when people would make fun of her. we were both outcasts afraid to be ourselves because all our lives we were tormented for doing so. we were the only ones we could be ourselves around with out being judged. we were both misfits and society hated us for no reason other then we were just not what is usual here. i found life to be too much at points and thought alot of dark thoughts (not to be sounding like im physco it was more thoughts of how to stop pain like cutting, etc which is actually a path i went down and stuggle to get off of but thats a tale for another day) but those thoughts would all be swept away just by a simple smile or word from her. alot of people thought we were going out how i wish we were but sadly thats probably not going to happen now. i helped her through alot and she helped me through the times were i felt worthless. she said i was her angel and i thought of her as an angel i always was lead to belive i was a mistake and somthing society was just ment to hate and deal with but her just one sentence would make me day and almost bring tears how happy it made me
"its going to be okay my angel, i will always be there for you no matter what the others think your perfect to me" this would make me happy but i always thought why? why does she think of me as something special? i guess it was because i was raised as an accident, mistake, and no matter what i did it was wrong and cause trouble.
long story short im going to miss her ALOT im terribly sad but hopefully i will get over it soon