Hurt myself with my own knife. Again.

Not giving too many details, but all I gotta say is this: I hurt myself with my own knife. Again.

First off, all I need to say is screw it. I'm starting over again at a new school next year anyway, so it doesn't matter. Secondly, I was wasting my own time anyways, so that was my fault. And thirdly, that knife isn't going anywhere until I REALLY have proof and can feel that I can use it properly.

Sometimes I wish this could be easier, managing that knife. It does seem easy and misleading, but if you don't use it right you can hurt yourself. Unfortunatley for me, I've already done it too many times and this time...again. SO I'm putting it at rest. Let's hope I heal up faster than the last time.