This is gonna be harder than I thought...

So, here's a little history...
Many of you have heard me mention Allen in my journals. My best friend. My candidate husband. We have been together for the past three years, and have been living together under my parent's room for the past two years. Except for work, school, and a few rare cases of him doing whatever he pleases and my going to see some friends, we're pretty inseparable. Some would say this is unhealthy, but I don't care. I'm happy with the relationship we have.

Now, I do go places for certain periods of time without him. Normally, just for a few days and normally to my grandparents house. It's been awhile since I've gone though.

Wednesday, I will be leaving for eight days to go to Ohio to see some family. It's been a really long time since Allen and I have been apart for that long. The closer Wednesday comes, the more down and upset about my leaving Allen seems. I'm excited about the trip, but now I feel terrible for going. When he's sad, I'm sad.

I know we will text and call and everything, but it still upsets me to see him upset. I know theres not much to do about it, and I know its just eight days. I just needed to type. =/