Just me being a dork.

You know what I don't understand?
Guys who are dorkier than I am.
I must admit...I'm a bit jealous.
All guys have to do is look good, and BOOM-- Confidence.
But, when a guy is dorky...thats like...fucking

gaaah! GODAAAMNNNNNN SEXY BEASTS.
I'm screwed.
And still very jealous.
I don't know though-- I've kinda realized that my personality changes a whole lot.
No, I'm not bi-polar.
Its just weird... gaah. I have no Idea what I'm talking about.
Whoever is reading this...is pretty damn awesome.
And if you could find any inkling of what this journal really means, shet-- you're like a mind ninja.
Maybe you could help me out with my distress.
I suppose this has been brought on by my complete lack of having someone to talk to.
Anyone care to entertain me?