I just haven't met you yet

This has been a really hard year for me.
I've been struggling with my identity, my weight, school, and 'love'.

I broke up with my boyfriend of 11 months in June. So, what would've been our anniversary is next week.
And on that very same day I have a date.
I guess it's for the best, so I won't be thinking about it. I'm still upset about the breakup, because I was so sure he was the one. I told him all my secrets and got really close to him. we cried together when his parents divorced. And now we're barely friends.

It's not that I'm still in love with him... I'm not, I would never want to date him again.
I just hope I can get over what we once had.