Her name is Jaylene. I've known her since I was 14. So about 4 years. I've loved her for quite some time now. She's one of my very best friends and I would do anything for her. She's having an awful hard time right now. People aren't being very fair and I'm doing my best to keep a smile on her face. She's so beautiful when she smiles. Her and her little brother know things no one knows. Things that no one will ever know. So that makes her a part of my soul. I hate to see her beaten down like this. It breaks my heart. I mean... She deserves the world and if it were possible, I'd give it to her in a heartbeat.
I've seen her fall. Farther than I ever wanted to. Jay... I promise you that I'll never leave you. I'll stay by your side for the rest of my life because you mean the world to me. What I told you today... When we were sitting on the dock? I told you how grateful that I am that I was blessed enough to have you and Neens back in my life. I know you aren't religious anymore but I believe God gave me you to help me stay strong.
You are the most beautiful girl in the world, Jaylene. No matter what these stupid pricks say, you're amazing. Your heart is full of wonder. You're a fantastic person and your soul is f*cking hypnotizing. If you were anything at all like those idiots say? I wouldn't dare stay by your side. They don't know anything. None of them. Jaylene, you won't ever be alone if I have anything to do with it. Please don't let them affect you. If I could I'd do anything at all to keep you smiling and truly happy.... I love you. So much. So does Neens. And mom. And MattyMatt. Baby, don't forget that. Sometimes the bad overshadows the good. You have to find a way to minimize the bad and notice the good. Take time and step back and look at what you have. Not what you've lost. Let their words make you stronger. Just stop and look around you and see what you still have. People come and go, Jay. There are those who come and stay. And I'm telling you right now.... You may have lost a couple of families along the way.... But you've found one that will never turn their backs on you. Unless they have to use their backs to hold you up. You're home now, BooBear. You're home for good. We're not leaving you. Ever. We love you more than anything. We adore you. And you're the little lost kitten we found on the side of the road. We've nursed you back to health and we'll love you forever. This I promise you, Jaylene. With my entire heart and my entire being. We won't leave you. You've got a permanent home now. Please see this. <3
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