A Summer of Nothing : A Moment Alone Please?

I wonder what it's like to have a moment of peace during a relaxing summer vacation. Ahhh, must be nice to just put your feet up and listen to everything around you. Unortunately, I haven't gotten a moment like this yet. My mom just wants to talk but, i don't. She swears there's something wrong with me but, sorry Mom, this isn't some Lifetime movie where a therapist is needed. I AM NOT SUICIDAL. Let me make that point extremely clear. ANd for those of you who think i'm in denial, i'm in all honesty not so bite your tongue. I came home from a grueling practice wanting nothing more than a nice hot shower, a moment to write, and to finish watching a movie. ALONE. Guess what? PLAN DENIED. I've been spending time with my mom and twin brothers all summer, and I just wanted some time to myself, but noooo , i have to go outside , still sweaty from practice, and bbq. Then, when we all come inside, I come into my room and sign onto this lovely website (no sarcasm intended) since I can't go take a shower yet, because my dad stormed in. Not quite done though, because my mom wants me to watch my brother. Even now as I type they are knocking on my door and bothering me. I know people have it worse and my situation could be worse too, but c'mon, a moment alone...please?

P.S. - The guy that's totally out of my league? Yeah he showed up at my practice today & ACKNOWLEGED ME!!!!! :D It doesn't mean a thing but brought a little speck of sunshine to my day with his green eyes i could stare into forever...