Some thought jumbled up in my brain.

Guys suck, am I right?

They only come into your life long enough til you are no longer of use to them. Then they leave with some random appearances to be made in the future.

One of my guys friends is shutting me out now that we talked about how we won't be together as a couple. He's a nice guy otherwise and needs to knock off this shananigans. Which I hope u read this part.

My newly made ex wants to get back with me but I know it's for the best that we don't. I'm too american. He's my best friend and I don't want to ever hurt him.

Then their's Him. Why did he come into my life now? hasn't he done enough to hurt me already? my heart still flutters for him. i'm such a dumbass. he'll never change but neither will my feelings that i had for him. The first guy to corrupt me in some ways. it's the unspoken words that keep me frozen in time.

damn.