Ugh.

I have nothing to talk about. At all.

I've been away for a week, and I honestly did not miss this place. It's boring to me now because it feels like nothing is ever happening. None of my friends are here and I haven't written in months and I just no longer feel like a part of the community here.

I have legitimately tried to make new friends here and it just isn't working. I've introduced myself multiple times and every time I was just overlooked. People don't seem friendly anymore. No one wants to talk and no one interacts at all. For the first time since I joined, I'm seriously considering leaving.

The only thing I do here anymore is write journals, and even then I rarely have anything to say. I still have nothing to say but I keep writing because I feel as though something wll strike me and I'll feel this undying need to shout it out loud and tell the world, but that never happens.

I feel like I'm wasting time and energy and breath so I'm going to stop now and get back on tumblr.
July 30th, 2011 at 01:16am