Afraid of the dark T_T and other shizz~

So I got myself a new apartment, finally living on my own! x3

Though I'm still keeping my room at my parents place...I love that room <3 I put alot of work into making it awesome xD It used to pink...My mom used to dress me as a girl x.x I can understand why though...

But anyways yea my own place :3 Just got a bed put in too FINALLY. It hurts sleeping on the floor ;~;

So last night I was just eating my cheerios, walking around in my PJ's, and just looking around when BAM.

The power goes off.

I was so scared, I just kept eating my cheerios. Usually one would put down the damn food and go see what's up but I was scared. Really scared.

I am terrified of the dark DX Usually I had my mom come to me with a flashlight or something but last night I was screwed.

I sat in the corner with my empty bowl of cereal until my mom called me which she does every night...leave me alone I'm mommy's lil angel xD

But she came and picked me up and took me home :3

I hope the power is back...I can't do that again ;~; Next time I might start crying...

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So I don't think anyone here knows but......

I smoke. I'm not addicted or anything but....I do :x Whenever I get a chance to. I told myself I wouldn't smoke but I ended up doing the opposite D: I try to limit myself though^^ Trying my best to actually quit~ Again not addicted, I just don't really want to...but my urges get the best of me Dx

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Like in the picture, I smoke most times when I'm deep in thought about something...It just makes me more calm and able to think :3

oh and alot of my pictures as you can see are taken by someone else :O

by who?

My brother of course <3 There was a picture of him in a previous journal but here's another :3

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Although he takes pictures of me a lot, theres hardly any of himself D: even though he's so cute :3

and I dunno if you can tell but....he's more quiet and reserved >.< but I know deep inside he's a rebel ;D hehe

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New poem! Yes I write poems if you didn't know :3

So check out my newest one

Masquerade

Comments are appreciated x3

and check out my others if you'd like^.^

Well that's all for this journal :3 I'm glad people enjoy reading these~ <3

I love you all~!
July 30th, 2011 at 07:56pm