Le sigh...

I know, many of you are going to be like OMG SHUT THE F*CK UP when you read this, but I have never thought I was pretty. I was gonna take down my profile picture, but eleventey bajillion people were like "Omg you're so pretty bla bla bla" so I kept it up. When I went to California this summer, I saw a bunch of tiny, beautiful barbie doll lookin' girls, then I looked at myself, and I wanted to crawl into a corner and throw up. I covered my face with my hand when I went out in public. I guess it was a wake up call that I'll never be as beautiful as those girls. Ever since I gained a bunch of weight, I've thought worse and worse about myself. deep down, I know I'm not as ugly as I think I am, but I can't stand the way I look :\ So, that's the end of my sob story. Sorry if I'm being over dramatic, but it seems that in this world, you're either beautiful or you're hideous.