I have this pit in my stomach, it’s eating me alive. And it doesn’t feel right. I am scared, of something so stupid, but I Am scared of something kind of serious to me. My boyfriend going back to his ex, this is what I fear.
This is weak of me, why can’t I be confident, about this?
I mean, my boyfriend and I had just a sort of fight yesterday, and I was upset, I almost started crying in front of him like a baby. I wanted to cry so bad to for him to see I am Sorry for what I did. Which I bossed him around, and not doing anything he wanted to do, (Nothing sexual) and I was acting like a spoiled brat,
But after we were done fighting, I asked him what he wanted to do, and he didn’t say anything, of course both of us are stubborn asses. But after he started talking to me, and we ended up cuddling, and watching a movie.
At the end of it everything was okay, but the one thing in my head made me scared. He said he wouldn’t leave me, but it scared me that I that he even said that.
Am I just being paranoid?
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