Last night I spent the night over one of my friends house.We ended up drinking and I was just depressed and spacing out,and when I have time to think..I think about recent stuff,and the most recent stuff was when Jason And I got into that fight a couple days ago...
So I hit the booze hardcore,but I was just buzz.
it sucks.Going through this whole thing and just tearing myself apart,but I don't even know how to just stop.
Not only that like all my friends have boyfriends..so when they talk about them I die a little. "Once upon a time I screwed up and lost the only thing that matter to me..and there was no happy ending.The end." Booze just is another outlet for dealing with the break up.
The liquor blues..
August 2nd, 2011 at 06:11pm