I was 17 when this happened. I got really drunk at a party, this guy that I thought was cute texted me and we met up outside the house. We walked around for a bit then we started making out in the backyard. Things got more heated, I gave him oral and he did the same to me. Then he tried to have sex with me. I was a virgin, he had no condom. I told him No a few times and even though i was piss drunk, I knew that I didnt want to have sex with him. He pretended like he didn't hear me and did it anyways. He wasn't even drunk at all.
Afterwards, I was so confused and was too embarrased so I acted like nothing was wrong. I didn't even let him know how much it bothered me afterwards. I pretended like everything was okay and was even friendly with him.
It's been one and a half years, I'm still ashamed of myself and I havn't told anybody. I feel since we kissed and did other stuff, I lead him on so I deserved what happened.
Was it even considered rape?
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