People ask me " Why the hell do you cut yourself?"
I paused and didn't say anything.
I thought to myself "yeah , why do i cut myself"
I say " ill get back to you on that"
That night i thought and thought.
I made a status on facebook saying "I don't know why i cut myself." " i never understood why i did it. I guess it's because when my heart is hurting too much i just can't take it. So i cut myself and When the blood is rushing down my arm, my heart isn't aching anymore, my mind is in a new world wheres nothing but me and time. I'm not think thinking about all the bitches that hate me,i'm not thinking about my heart being broken. Its just a moment i have where i throw everything out of my mind. and just enjoy the moment i have; not having to worry about anything.
I know it leaves a scar depending how deep ur digging But thats just a little something to remind you not to screw up again.
So in a short version
" i cut myself because, It brings me joy in life."
Too all people who cut themselves because you don't feel good about yourself or you're heart just got broken. When people come up to you and say ur a piece of shit or They think you're fucking stupid for being emo. Don't let that bother you cause i've been threw it, thats who you are, and those little words shouldn't change who u are. No matter what you do. <3
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