Kill Me

Kill me now. Just kill me now. I can't handle life anymore. I want to die. I need to die. I need to die. I don't belong here. I don't deserve to be here. I shouldn't even have been born. It would have saved everyone a lot trouble. But I don't care anymore. Not enough to live that is. I want to die. i deserve to die. My death should make me suffer. I deserve a slow painful death. Like putting me in a chair starving me to death and the only for me to get free, is to get a key at the bottom of a jar in toxic acid that will burn my flesh off. Or a fast death. Like in the French Revolution. Chop my head off. So I guess this is it. Goodbye.